Will it be OK?

I find myself reliving the moment she let go of her life

It's so hard to bear. 

So hard to stand this life without her in it.  

Failure

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I can't help but fear I failed you ...
That day when you made me aware of the lump,
I didn't flip and send you out to the Dr then.
I let you tell me that some other procedure was more important.

I failed you ..

Now you're gone ...
I won't get to see you again,
I won't get to call you
talk to you
visit with you
show you my new hair color..

I've failed you ..
I know that I have

Had I not failed,
you may still be here with me.

You're beautiful

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"You are beautiful"
Are there any better words?
Any words that could make you feel better?
Make you feel loved..
If only for a moment?

How about I love you...

....alone....

Realizing I have no one,

I need someone.

No more secrets

I deleted my private blog today, the place I would go where no one knew my name.

 The place where those friendly folks had not a bad word to say to me.

Not a frown on their faces.

A place where they to had some bad things to say that maybe they didn't want people to know.

I decided I didn't need this place anymore.

I realized it's not my style to hide behind a name.

I behind a faceless image. 

It's not my style.

I'm better than that

I don't need the secret life anymore.

I simply need ME.

I think I'd found happy recently

I think it's something I don't think I need

For many a reason

I don't think that was the happy for me. 

I think I just need me

I think I've lost me

I think I'm going to work on bringing her back, because I miss her. 

Tired ..... of being....

-UW

Another Hollywood Cheater,

It saddened me today to hear the news that the lovely Kristen Stewart was caught cheating on Rob Pattz. Made me little heart break a little, I always thought they were a cute couple.

What pissed me off was that she was cheating on Rob Pattz.  Damn he is hawt and to make it all worse she was cheating with a married man.  ::shakesmyhead:: 

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He is pretty darn hawt though. I get it!


Best of wishes to all those involved, some counselor somewhere will be making some money on this one.  Marriage Counseling among other things?  Jack Nicholson can put on his Anger Management face and handle those who can't control their selves.

I'll spit in your breakfast,

I think we can all say we've felt like saying this once or twice.  Though I honestly don't think I've ever delivered breakfast to any bed. Nor have I ever received any breakfast in bed.  Sounds like extra work to me.  Because when it's over you know the bed is all crumby. You'll have to clean that shit all up.

Have a great weekend and keep that bed clean!